For months now, my ex has been saying he has to move on to heal. Move on from me? IDK. Repeatedly he talks about healing. He needs healing. I could not understand. Now, in jail with his 4th OVI, I wonder if he will do himself in before he has to go to jail for a longer time. It's not a line I've read anywhere that a suicidal person uses. You have written an educational poem. It’s not always the sad, depressed person that takes their life. That's why you hear people say all the time there was no sign. They have been great actors (hiding their depression and sadness), putting on a cheerful face and demeanor while dying inside in a world of takers.