He was a cool guy when I met and married him. Then he became an alcoholic after 27 years of marriage, and we divorced after 29. I lost all love for him. But he got some of it back these past almost two years he's been sober. That was a bummer. I may have loved him again, and it blew up in my face after I was already over it once. I learned my lesson in a hard way. I will never feel for him again.