Hey Marco. Ironically I realize the horrible way I have felt the last 2 years is what my ex went through 8 years ago. He even tried to take his own life. I had no idea how he felt at the time. Then when he left a few years ago I found out for myself. It's sad that 2 people who could love each other so much to suffer so immensely could not get back together. I believe Sally went through that grief too. She may have showed you a different face but in her heart she cried.