I admire you. You have come such a long way. I think you know I have a daughter who stopped using drugs when she found out she was pregnant 19 years ago. Unfortunately, she went back to drugs 10 years later and left her children at 12 and 6. They are 19 and 14 now. She's in rehab and has been drug-free since Christmas. I wish you could talk to her. Stay the course. You sound like a great mom.