I am a believer, David, and I put a ton of faith in the Lord. I pray for peace in my life and the challenges I face. I know others with much worse things to deal with, and I pray for them too. I will find my own inner peace. Sometimes I think I have it then something happens to blow it up. If I did not have a child with my ex it would be much easier to wipe him out of my mind.

I am working on a happy story. I hope I can post it soon.

Thank you for all your heartfelt comments.. They help me immensely. I can tell you really would like to see me blessed.