I believe I know the feeling. My kids are all out on their own but not successful in much and they all have issues I can’t fix. I miss my old life and even my ex who’s such a major jerk off and in jail. What is wrong with us? We lost ourselves somewhere along the line. I took for granted my life would stay on that even keel and you got shafted in your divorce. How long does it take to recover? Rayvyne is right about finding YOU but it seems an exhausting job. You have so many talents. I admire you and see you rallying through this season of your life. But seeing an end in sight is hard through so much fog.