I don't know what changed for you, but I am happy for you. Just today, I opened my eyes to the reality of being foolish for being depressed over a liar and a cheating person. I am so much better than that. My daughters helped me. Other people are the ones to save suicides if they reach out to the right ones. Often, a person does not want to tell anyone what is going on that has them down. I was embarrassed because I knew I was being a fool. It's a complicated situation, and you hung in there, thank God.