I feel this way a lot. I don’t want to be the only parent. I don’t want to be the only one that cares more than anyone else in the world. I want the person who made that child with me be with that child too. But that is not how it goes. Recently my son has gone through some tests for a problem he’s had for a year. I wanted his dad to at least know. But it was up to my son and he did not want his dad involved. So, it’s just me. We have to make the best of it but don’t be ashamed to admit you need someone.. just not that ex!