I had to get married the day after I turned 19 and was 5 months pregnant. It was doomed from the start. I stayed married 12 years and had 3 daughters with my ex and we remained friends because that’s all we really were anyway. Then I met the love of my life and married him at age 30. We were married 29 years and had a son before he started to drink and that along with poor communication killed our union. Ironically my first husband died and my second husband became my ex in 2016. I usually feel I wasted my youth but not because I got married. Because I had a child so young when I was still a child myself and had to grow up very fast. However looking back is a waste of time and I look forward to what God has for me now. I think your attitude is great and you are very young with much good yet to come in your life Holly