I have been keeping my mouth shut and staying out of my kids' lives unless they want me in there. It's kind of a hard pill to swallow when I feel they don't care. My oldest needs me right now for her own personal journey. I know she loves me but I still feel used.

My second oldest is mad at me.

My 3rd is a poor communicator. She text me the other day and asked me why I was mad at her??

I text back I'm not mad at all. I'm not sure why she thinks that. That was 6 days ago and I still have not heard back from her. I can't call her because her mailbox is not set up. I text her husband, who is being a really nice guy right now, and if he tells her to text me, then she will. It's just crazy.

My son was supposed to get together with me the week before last. We had a big snow storm so he and his wife didn't want to go out. That was OK. He is a good cook and he makes great chili and I told him I have been craving chili. I saw my ex a few days ago and while were chatting my son text him and told him he had made a huge batch of chili and saved some for his dad. So, how do I feel?

Nobody loves me 😅

I'm just feeling sorry for myself and have forgotten all the great things God has done for me.

Thanks for being so nice!