I know. And who knows? He might be happy to see me with someone else and not feel guilty about what he did. However, I don't think he feels too guilty anyway. He has bigger concerns sticking to his probation rules, etc. Plus, I had a hand in how our relationship turned out. I'm too embarrassed to write about it, but it wasn't all his fault. How he handled it was his bad; needing to feel loved was mine. I didn't give him that the way he needed it. Fear held me back, and I told him that. Then he did exactly what I told him I feared he would. Hmmm. That eye-opener could go in my story!