I love your writing and think you should put all this story into a book. You are fantastic at describing the horror of what happened to you. It’s a real life nightmare. But you articulate it splendidly. One thing I think, and I’m 68, when I meet my partner it will be my last one and he will be true until I die. I don’t mind starting a new adventure with that in my heart. I hope you find that too if that’s what you want.