I take sertraline and bupropion plus Xanax when I need it. I get 10 a month and I break them in half. I went to 2 Christian counselors this past year. I just can’t get on with my life. I need God and I pray for deliverance. Thank you for your prayers. I will email you if I’m having a bad meltdown. It’s been a year and I should be better than this. My birthday is the 8th and fortunately some church friends are taking me out and having a get together with our small church group after. My kids will do nothing for me but maybe a text. My family has imploded and hurts so much.