I very much appreciate yours as well. One of the biggest reasons my ex stays out of my life is his shame over what he’s done and knowing my snobby family will attack me for being so dumb and stooping so low. In the end, although they claim to love me, he’s right and they are just hurting me more. I miss him a lot. He knows more about me than anyone and I’ve lost even his friendship because of their judgement 😞