I was fortunate. I knew my judge; he had married a friend of mine that had been left with five children and a mess. He knew what was right. It's a sad day when you must depend on one person (a judge) to decide the rest of your life and your children. I got it all. But my ex was not the lying piranha that yours is. He is now, but he wasn't then. I'm so sorry you got the shaft for being honest. Its hard to reconcile with the good Lord when you get crapped on.