I went alone to Celebrate Recovery at my church. My ex was schooled at a Biblical Ministry that fell apart due to corruption and sexually devious antics after we were married for two years. However, he would not shake any of the beliefs he learned there. And that was OK with me, but some were too off. I regret every day that I divorced him eight years ago. I loved him so much but felt losing me would be a huge wake-up call for him, and I was losing myself and my relationship with God over his demons. When we were trying to reunite in 2022, another woman in that ministry started going to his house for "fellowship" instead of with a group of ladies a few blocks away. I had no idea as he was coming to my house and leading me to believe we would be able to reunite in peace. Then he walked out and never came back. To this day, I think he still loves me, but he is ashamed and embarrassed to face me, our children, and our families. He lost all of us, and after getting out of jail for his 4th DUI, he is living with her. I ask God to help us get back to each other and not believe in "it's too late". With God, all things are possible.