I work on my own life constantly. But, she's my daughter and the mother of 2 of my grandchildren and they love her. I am close with them so the circle just comes around, closes, and I become part of it.

Sort of sucked into the abyss.

I definitely know I have no control. And I know I let past hurts from my family take over my senses. That cut was deep.

I hope to be writing some happier things about her soon.