If only she would stay in a program long enough to believe this about herself. She keeps leaving before her program is ready to let her go. She knows I believe in God and pray for her. I never asked her to do the same. I only want her to tell me what may help, and it will not be shelling out more money than I can ill afford. She will be 49. She is not stupid. She was clean and amazing for 10 years. She knows how good it feels.