I'll admit the best guys I have met so far have been online. I am not physically attracted to most of them, so that shoots any chances down right there. Out of about 30, I liked 4, and out of the 4, I dated 2 for more than three weeks before the shit hit the fan in some way or another. All that sifting took valuable time from my life, and all the time, my ex was right there under my nose, trying so hard to win me back. I was downright mean to him sometimes. Then, I decided to give him another chance with him, and he started up with someone else! Never been on the same page for the last seven years! Of course, he had several DUIs in between, which backed me off quickly since that broke us up in the first place. I romanticize the good times and tend to forget all the crap that happened at the end. Then I cry and feel bad for letting him go. But he's sitting in jail right now!! Mostly, I am just crazy. Period.

What about your book? Does that not work for you?