I’m at a weekend conference and my friends keep dragging me over to the single men to introduce me. It’s so embarrassing. I’d like to find a good man but so far all toads. You know Emily my husband loved me a lot. He spoiled me with adoration and I got used to that. Yes, he started to drink and it all changed but the last 2 years since he’s been sober he’s been my rock even though I still went on other dates. Now to find a man who will love me like he did seems impossible. However he’s been horrible to me the last few months and I know I should learn from that he is not that same man anymore but my heart is being dumb and stubborn.