I'm glad you stayed. It's not "good" to read what someone like you has gone through but it's almost comforting. Reading about such deep hurts and emotions is relatable for so many. It helps others know they are not the only ones that ache.

"It happened to Taylor and she survived. So can I"

It's a little Medium therapy. Your story is a rough one, though. I never knew anyone that dealt with what you did.