I'm mourning my ex, who has wanted to get back with me for six years, and I finally decided he had been sober long enough to give it a go, has a girlfriend now. Out of the blue!? He dumps me. My son had to tell me, not even my ex. Why am I sad? Why do I care so much that I can't eat or sleep? I have dated over the years and been able to forget him for extended periods. I don't really want to be with him. If he were a choice on Match.com, I would never pick his sorry ass. Is it jealousy? I honestly feel heartbreak symptoms. I will have no motivation until this passes, and I've tried many things, including asking God to explain this to me. Being in Africa was misery. I've lost 8 lbs now.

What is going on with you? Your hubby? Or just assholes that get on your nerves trolling you on these sites. It would help if you had a good. long break?

I swear I'd kill myself, but I won't give him the satisfaction of knowing he drove me to that. That's how shitty I feel.

Sorry, Sherry. TMI. But you are one of the most sensible friends i have on here, and i know you will lay it on me with reality.

If one more person tells me I'm beautiful, intelligent, financially independent, blah blah blah..I am going to poke my eyes out with nails. I may be those things, but no man wants me.