I'm really sorry about your rejection. I know how much that hurts. I always did the rejection, too. But when talking about remarrying, my ex (although I think it was a blessing in disguise) found someone else. He was the one clamoring to reunite every year since we split, but he kept drinking, and I would not cooperate. So, I finally got a broken heart at the age of 67, and I still hurt. But he's in jail and in trouble (He has had nothing but trouble since he walked out on me, lost his job, and looks like death in his mugshots). She can have him. I really wish I could enjoy sex without feeling loved. That's all I need.