I'm so sad for you. That broken feeling has to make you feel a bit sick. Desperation when you know you are worth so much more. You look in the mirror and wonder where that woman with confidence and self esteem went. It's supposed to be easy to turn up your nose and move on to a man that appreciates your goodness, beauty, and wisdom. It's not this guy. It never will be. Because he knows he has you like a puppet on a string. That's not the man you deserve nor will end up being happy with although right now you are sure he is. Yes, you are broken and he has shown he doesn't plan to put you back together. He has shown he is gone. Please look in that mirror and see the real woman you are. A woman who deserves to be loved as much as she deserves to give her love. Two people pouring into each other. See your value and cut off all contact with him. Disappear. Don't give him the power to hurt you anymore. He can have her. She can have him. If it doesn't last do you really want him back? You deserve so much more.