In a million years, I never knew I would react so pathetically to my ex leaving. Unfortunately, after he texted me a goodbye (coward), he came back again, telling me the other woman was not for him, etc. He turned around and dumped me again when I questioned his sincerity. I just reread that email I sent him about what God had for me in a man, and he was not meeting those promises. He ran very quickly after that because I had standards, and he was drinking, and she had no idea. She was the easy road, and I was more complicated. I truly hope they live happily ever after in the world they've made for themselves. As for the hurt. I pray I never have to experience that again.