Ironically, I picked up my phone to read something by you because I was crying! Crying over heartache that’s years old now. Crying over loss and what I could have done to prevent it. I fool myself into thinking it’s all my fault. I’ve loved your writing since before your divorce and all the emotions you shared. So I often look you up when i want some inspiration. Scrolling down my home page I see this article. Perfect! I’m still crying in that “feeling sorry for myself” mode but now I understand it a little better. Xanax helps too!