It used to be my ex, but he got out of jail this week, and presumably (because God forbid, no one would want to tell me anything, and I do not ask), he moved in with the girlfriend/fiancé, (maybe wife by now) and I am feeling some real hatred towards him but I will never voice it and will always act happy for his sorry ass. I will not EVER look bitter or allow myself to act as if I care. Because I am not. Just still a bit shocked and angry.

I think about guy #1 these last few days when I wake up and it feels good. He may not be the man for me, but at least I am not thinking about the backstabber. And I eliminated guy #2. See the story addendum if you have the time. What do you think? Is that a good sign?