Josie, I could have written this. I faced the same crap only from my parents and siblings. And they adored my ex. Why? He didn't take the blame for anything. He ignored his 3 daughters who all have issues with men now. Because single moms do not make good dads. The divorce was all my doing. And on and on just like you wrote. I broke up our home. All me. And they convinced my children of that, too.

My heart aches for what you have been through. Just know you are not alone.