Looking back is not wise at all. I want to think everything happened for a reason. After all, he has tried since our divorce to reunite for six years, and I honestly had no romantic feelings for him. I may have just developed them when he found a girlfriend. And that means they are not authentic. So I don't really want him back. It puzzles me why I am so fragile with this situation when a few years ago I thought I had found the perfect guy for me and hoped we would stay together. I never gave a thought to my ex then.