Other people may have compliments and encouragement for you but it’s how you feel that matters most. I am in the middle of a story to tell everyone I’m taking a break so I can wrap my head around an emotional blow that hit me right before I went to Kenya. The whole time on vacation I had nausea and diarrhea from this hurt I sustained. I can’t write anything good right now and I fear losing my besties but its going to take time. Others my look at you and say, “Robert has it all.” I think it’s good you showed your fragile side and I don’t blame you. Some seasons of our lives we just have to live them out. And hope the future blesses us.