She is just in so much pain I can't imagine. I may see her this Monday before she goes to the hospital for her surgery. Once there she is only allowed one visitor the whole time so it will be my granddaughter. I think I may never see her again but I don't want to believe that. Thank you for your kindness and support, I'm sorry you're following such a dismal story. I want to write more about her life before drugs but I got deterred.