She was celebrating yesterday because it was her year anniversary off heroin. After that she only used crack and meth until her hospitalization at Christmas.. I don't believe her though. However drugs are drugs to me. I just don't say anything and thank God at least while she's in the nursing home I know she's alive.

Thanks for reading. And you're right about control. Moms just get so used to having control over their children's lives for so long it's hard to not try to fix them even when they're 48.