Some days I think evil of others and know it's wrong, but the basket of emotions surrounding these past several months has been insane. I thought the Bible friends would be a great help, and then it turns out his serious relationship is with someone they like much more than me! I never could have guessed that! Plus, any one of them could have saved me and him a lot of pain by just telling me in the first place. Gods people mess up....I know that. But, man..... I hope I live next door to your mansion when we both get to Heaven!