Thanks so much Liberty. I have worked on myself but not enough. I find myself so lonely at home at night by myself. When I go out with friends, especially those that have been married a long time, I feel a bit sick. I think I should be there with my first husband because they are all friends he had too. He died. My present ex does not fit in with that crowd but Jon does. I dissed him tonight he was making me dinner. I fell asleep and didn’t wake up until 7! I called and apologized and could tell he was somewhat mad and I don’t blame him. But he asked me if I can come tomorrow for dinner instead. He drove to a popular meat store to get 2 filet mignon. I will continue to proceed with caution remembering your advice and pearls of wisdom. Bless you for your kindness 💕