That’s a terrible shock you had and still have to recover from. I imagine you aren’t ready at all yet. I couldn’t even look at another man until 2 years after my divorce and we had been separated 2 years before that. I know there’s a difference but you are supposed to know when your heart is ready. I still don’t know but I’m hoping for the right man to come along. Listen to your heart. There’s a place he will always be and nothing will ever change that.