This has been my biggest reason for ever wanting to die. It can be unbearable when a child continues to do horrendous stuff that comes back to hurt you and others you love. The worst for me was my parents and sister blaming me for my daughter's addiction and balming her siblings for getting her drugs. That was just stupid and ridiculous and ruined my family relationships. I had a plan in place right down to what I was going to wear and the place I was going to do it to not get found easily. I can't remember how I changed my mind. I think I felt it was too selfish. You named all the reasons women feel desperate and get driven to die. Meds can help but only so much. The lack of family support hurt me and my daughter too. It kept her an addict far longer.