This is a great tribute to your brother and Matthew. It makes me sad because my daughter has been on and off drugs since she was 20, and she will soon be 50. Her heart is not healthy now. Will 54 be her last year? She's tried so many times to quit but relapses once she abandons her support group for a trashy guy—every time. Her wounds go very deep and concern her father, who passed away suddenly in 2016 before they could reconcile.