This is so true. Because let's face it, we can't predict our futures. And for some reason we think had we taken the other road we would have hit the jackpot and lived happily ever after. There's no way of knowing that but it's always how I envision it. There are a few things I say I don't want to die without doing but since I don't know when I might die I just have to do my best. Your life sounds very full and satisfying with a lot of accomplishments, Conni.