Very nice, Liberty. I realize I enjoy my time alone, and someone like Jon just came into my life and wanted all my free time. I see that is not love. I've been alone for 8 years and have survived just fine. If I am to have a partner, I know he will enter my life when the time is right, and nothing I do will make it happen until it is so. But, I cannot replace my husband and what he meant to me and my life. That's something I also need to "get through my head!"