Yana, I’m sure I wrote this. It is my exact life right now. A life where I called off my job this afternoon, laid in bed all day, and sobbed my heart out when there’s someone who wants to love and care for me but I want what and who I had. I need him back. All I can say is it’s been a year for me and it hurts no less. Podcast after podcast says disappear, no contact, live your best life, but some days I can’t talk myself into it and have to sink into oblivion. Love ya 💞