You're right! I don't plan to be with him because I have too much pride and he is a terrible person right now. I might be jealous of the new woman but I know I have much more going for me than she does especially if she's coddling him. But, I was crying this morning. I don't know why though. I Really think I'm moving on and doing well then suddenly I am sad. I do make excuses for him. His childhood, his work, his blah, blah, blah. And I am seeing a guy with all the right stuff. I wish I could kill my past thoughts. I try to replace them with new ones but someone, like my daughter last night, brings him up and its off to the races. She has been ignoring him for over a year because he stopped doing things for her. No birthday or fathers day wishes to him. She can be mean. But he sent her a birthday card this week so I read all kinds of crap into that. I AM TRYING. I am done writing about him, too. That is a good thing to point out.